Matthew Zimmerman

I write too little. A few days ago, I complained about and generally mocked National Novel Writing Month, but the truth is I wish I had the time to do it. I'm out of practice. I wrote more in college and the first few years of grad school, but now I mainly do research. The lack of practice is really starting to show. It takes me a long time to produce anything of length-- often an hour or more a page. I can't, and won't, tolerate that pace if I'm going to get through the papers and dissertations stacked up here at the end of my grad school career.

I decided a few weeks ago that I would write every day. Not necessarily on my work, nor on this blog. Maybe just in a private journal, something every day to reacquaint me with the process, to give myself permission to just type without deleting and rewriting every sentence five times. Alas, at this I have utterly failed. I come home late in the evenings, and what little time I have left seems to get filled by running errands, packing lunches, paying bills, washing dishes... By 10 or 11, I'm so tired that spending an hour trying to hammer out a page hardly seems to be a good investment.

I recently reread my copy of Strunk and White's "The Elements of Style", which has helped. I generally think I write well, but a quick survey of a thin book points out many flaws in my prose style. Their admonition to "use definite, specific, concrete language" in particular cuts to my fundamental flaws like a scalpel. If I learn to write better, hopefully I'll write faster too. Or maybe not. I don't know. What I do know, though, is that I've written today, and that's a start.

I've updated the RSS syndication feed from 0.91 to 2.0, which should suck less. It's got the same address (e.g. blog/index.rss), so you shouldn't have to update anything. Lemme know if it doesn't work.

Oh, and for the vast majority of you out there who don't have the slightest clue what I'm talking about, don't worry about it. It's one of those geeky things that apparently only I and my brother-in-law worry about, and you can safely go about your business. Unless, of course, your business is juggling chainsaws or something, in which case you shouldn't.

You know, we're all really worried about you, and we've decided that it's time for an intervention. Juggling chainsaws isn't really a solution for your problems, is it? We all love you very much, and we're here to help you. Just put the Stihl down, okay? Okay?

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(So tired. So very tired.)

So National Novel Writing Month (often irritatingly abbreviated as NaNoWriMo) has begun again another year. For those of you who are not regular residents of Geeky Internetland, National Novel Writing Month challenges those who have too much free time on their hands to write a 50,000 word novel (175 pages) entirely during the month of November. That works out to a little less than 2,000 words a day, which may not seem like a lot to most, but scares the living daylights out of me.

When it comes to writing, I belong to the "type-a-sentence-then-backspace- furiously-and-edit-seventeen-times" school of thought. (It's not a very good school.) It takes me a long time to write 2,000 words. Hell, it took me over an hour do to this, and this is, what, like 400? The thought of writing that much every single day is positively breathtaking.

Of course, the fact that it's so much writing jammed into so little time is largely the point. If you're going to tackle a project of that size, you really need a "damn the torpedoes" attitude. Part of me really wants to do it, to learn how to write now and edit later, because right now the torpedoes won't leave me alone. I'm going to be involved in "National Doctoral Dissertation Writing Month" in the not-too-distant future, which will require a similar number of words, in a similar span of time, without the option of locking the manuscript in the sock drawer never to be seen again.

But I really can't right now. I'm writing some papers at work, and since I like sleeping, I just don't have the time. (I suppose I could just count the words in the papers and say they're part of a novel; think anybody'd be interested in a thrilling page turner about structural bioinformatics?) And it's a shame, because if I don't get a little more practice, I don't think my poor Backspace key (or my sanity) is going to make it.

Well, as you can clearly see, I've been entertaining myself in my free time by overhauling the look and feel of this blog and my page. All of the pages are generated automatically by a system of elaborate templates which I personally think is very interesting but I'm sure you won't care about, so I won't bother describing it.

What's also interesting is that I spent all of the time I did making the the pages look pretty, not putting up any new content. You know, I hope that doesn't say anything profound about me...