My Love, my Love--
Silently, I come before Thee.
My tongue is mute and thick
As I wonder
Where it is we go together.
Thou and I,
Two youthful birds,
Soaring high among the awesome
Clouds of love,
Charmed and bewildered
By their gentle spendor
And eternal power.
Love, so majestic, so brave
And proud, so free
It rides the glistening winds--
How can I
Take Thee there, or
Go myself to sail the mighty currents,
As insubstantial as angel's breath
Yet with strength enough
To forge and temper the souls of Kings?
The radiant, irridescent clouds of love
Sometimes show a deeper,
Darker side, full of rain
And thunder, ice and chilling wind.
These frighten me, my Love,
And my fear burns and feeds
Upon itself, a rapacious, hissing acid
Ravening in my heart and mind
Shouting, "Do not go! Fly no more
Among the treacherous peaks, lest
A tiny, willful gust of whim
Dash you to an aching, endless death
Of separation and broken love! Go
No more! Turn quickly back!"
My Love, my Love--
I am frightened of my fear
And wish to crawl
Where I should ever higher soar.
I am scarce a worthy man
For Thee, my Love,
Not a tenth the lofty falcon
Thou should call Thy own.
Version Two; Probably Late 1972